suideside because lose

[Takasideo]

@Jake7589 you see my profile because I won or my bio get a 0 finalty point everytime my from @dragoslavp  you nothing else bro I'm not going to win? But my account in block 6 month because I suideside

[ryebones]

Hang in there it's not end of world. Look at it like entertainment. Or a % of what you make every month is strictly gambling. Maybe sign up for other online casinos that do daily dollars to help you get by when you have the itch but don't want to spend your bill money. I admit I'm figuring out how to manage this too. I admit gambling has solved all my problems multiple times in huge proportions off of very little risk. But I has also eaten paychecks two days after getting them rendering me scraping by untill the following Friday. I've never won a shit ton depositing hundred after hundred I've always won a shit ton after the first deposit. I'm currently sticking to a one deposit of 100$ on Fridays, and 20$ deposits Tuesday Wednesday. Then I do my daily dollar rounds on other sights. Sometimes I go gamble in social settings on weekdays like poker table, corn hole tournaments stuff that gets me around people it has helped tremendously with my mental health. Praying for you hang in there I know how hard it is sometimes, I fear the feeling more than anything else in this world it's a truly awful perspective. Keep trying different things talk to a licensed doctor it will help you stay hopeful, do testosterone therapy, maybe sign up for something dangerous like rock climbing to know what it feels like to be scared of death that helped me allot. It feels good to want to live and I promise you that feeling is stronger than you think when tested. Peptides, testosterone, ADHD medication, all things that can give hope under the right doctor. Don't have health insurance then research it yourself. Gambling is a double edged sword. I'm still figuring it out too. Proud of you for making the post