Gambling experience with desperate capital

[zulfandina]

hi all stake gamblers.
let's share life experiences in gambling that you have experienced so far.

in 2017, I still work at company X (I disguise the name of the company to maintain the good name of the company). and my position in the company can be said to be quite high, so many other companies try to invite me to join their company with a higher position and a higher salary on condition that I have to leave my job at that time. maybe because of my honesty and tenacity at work.
one time I got a call to the home of the director of the company where I work, I was surprised, why at home? Not in the office. apparently the news had reached his ears, and he also asked me about what I needed and what was still lacking in my life. of course I am confused by all these questions. after speaking for a while, I also understood that he was also trying to keep me in his company so that I would not be tempted by offers from other companies.
Long story short, I got a project from the director where I worked, and in the project I was given full power to control finances in the project, this project will run in February 2018. While the funds are already in my account for $ 300,000. considering that this project is still a long time to work on, and at that time I was new to cryptocurrency and the world of cryptocurrency gambling and bitcoin trends. Usually I only use the small amount of money I have in betting, but at that time, who knows where the devil tempted me to make bets using company funds, I finally tried it, at first I won $ 1000, then won again and again. I'm resting, because it's late.
the next day I tried my luck again (not at stake, because I did not know at stake at that time). at that moment I began to lose, slowly and steadily decreasing. my heart started to become unstable, because the company's initial funding was $ 300,000, only $ 1800 left. finally I stopped. anxiety, panic, fear, enveloped my mind, how could I not, if the director knew about this situation, I might be imprisoned at this time. finally I thought about stopping betting and trying to find a loan here and there to cover all the lost money, until my house was mortgaged without my wife's knowledge. until finally I was able to raise money before the project began. although finally I owe here and there until now the payment still cannot be completed. and I was determined not to repeat it, every night I sometimes cried seeing my wife and children fall asleep, I cried because if at that time I could not reimburse money, and I was imprisoned, my house was confiscated, what was the fate of my family later when I was in jail? this is a true story in my life. not a hoax or an engineering story.
this incident will never be forgotten in my entire life.
what about all of you What is your most extreme and most challenging gambling experience in the history of your life? don't be shy to share

[Mahdirakib87]

Haven't read full story properly it's too long. But playing with company money and taking risk is bad thing. You have lost a lot without proper plan while new to gambling. I never did anything like that. Always tried to stay in limit. Gambling can ruin our life easily if we are not careful.

[Ali saher]

I don't think this is good to play gambling with others money or loan money because when you play with others money then your mind not fresh and you play not relx game and this is very risky because if you lose you face so many problems,

If you want play gambling always play with your own extra money even not use your need money on gambling

[zulfandina]

53 minutes ago, Ali saher said:

I don't think this is good to play gambling with others money or loan money because when you play with others money then your mind not fresh and you play not relx game and this is very risky because if you lose you face so many problems,

If you want play gambling always play with your own extra money even not use your need money on gambling

at first I did use my extra money in bets, even my monthly salary was rarely used in gambling, indeed at that time I seemed tempted to be able to get 2x the amount of money entrusted to me. hoping to have a new home with all the necessary facilities, but my hope would be a terrible nightmare

[blockbet]

And this is unfortunately the side of gambling that you don’t really hear about as much from players when I’m sure it happens a lot more frequently than even we suspect. Many of us are aware that gambling can ruin your life, but from what I’ve seen you usually can not fathom just how much it can until it actually happens to you. 

I’ve had some pretty heard wrenching losses too, it’s just that most of mine was from money I had saved up for myself. Either way, losing 40ETH in a single session or 2BTC in another over at PD, and doing this at the PEAK of BTC prices still messes with me till this day. I honestly think that one big reason why it’s hard for me to be content with bigger wins these days which most other players would be content having us bc in the back of my mind I remember these monumental losses and am trying for just as monumental of a win even if very seldom. I feel as though I definitely deserve a 1BTC+ profit session, but you have to pay to win like that. Speaking of which, I think ill start up on trying to get a 1BTC win on a single plinko drop. I tried a little while back and just blew through too much BTC.

[djonox]

I have the whole story is crazy still having a good place and a good project has exposed with their director of the company but hoping for you that the game has not destroyed everything to date and that you have managed to get out good luck to you friend

[niki014]

nothing like that 
but i would love to do something like that 
now thats a real gambling 
not lose couple of thousands but either win or lose all u have  

[zulfandina]

On 11/5/2019 at 2:07 PM, niki014 said:

nothing like that 
but i would love to do something like that 
now thats a real gambling 
not lose couple of thousands but either win or lose all u have  

it was too determined, and I thought if it happened to me at that time, maybe I would not be here right now, at least 20 years in prison that I had to go through.
luckily at that time I managed to overcome the problems that arise from my own stupidity, now I win to zero or withdraw according to the target that I specify (not in the numbers 0.002 btc or minimum withdrawal)

[cukup2]

I have never spent that kind of money because maybe my job is only odd jobs so I only lost in the highest number of 1-2 million but the stupidest thing I ever did where the day before I had planned a vacation with my little family and I had 0.1btc when btc is priced at $ 10k I plan to sell it for tomorrow's holiday provision but what happens in the middle of the night I wake up because I am thirsty and can't sleep anymore then I open my cellphone and play gambling on the crypto gambling web instead of stake, first I just fad to make a small deposit around $ 30 but the $ 30 was used up longred and I deposited all my btc money in swallow and I managed to recover and win, but the strong temptation I could not avoid when I continued playing with high basebet and had been hit again by longred destroying all my vacation dreams I was the next day and I was very sorry for having promised to invite vacation with my family,

[niki014]

On 11/10/2019 at 8:55 PM, zulfandina said:

it was too determined, and I thought if it happened to me at that time, maybe I would not be here right now, at least 20 years in prison that I had to go through.
luckily at that time I managed to overcome the problems that arise from my own stupidity, now I win to zero or withdraw according to the target that I specify (not in the numbers 0.002 btc or minimum withdrawal)

yeah i saw ur post with the 300k lost 
nice that u are okey now 

tbh i would like to do all in like cashout everything i have sell houses cars apart land everything i got 
and go all in  ( if u even find a casino that would let u roll that much at once they ghey they want u to do many bets D: ) 
imagine the adrenaline pfffffff
but prob wont do it 

for now xdddd
 

[sheenazbay]

that's a very tragic story, you are too desperate to use project money to gamble, honestly, I have never used my business money to gamble. because I've tried it and ended in defeat, but it's not really your defeat. I can only pray that the problems you face are quickly resolved. keep up the spirit guys