Stake id: Slowboii
Title: A personal story with a important message!
I've never believed in ghosts or anything... but some experiences lately have made me think twice.
My best friend decided 3 years ago yesterday that life was too much for him, he took his own car and drove it pretty far into a forest trail, stopped, and injected 1g of heroin. When I heard what had happened something in me just broke...
He was the better half of my soul, and that part is now somewhere it deserves to be. He will be my angel forever no doubt.
After I got my own place for the first time in my life and I had settled down... i had slept in my apartment for a few days and everything was good.
One day at 22, or maybe 23 I went out for a cigarette... when I come back inside I see the lights in the bathroom is just... turning on.... turning off... turning on...turning off.... turning on... turning off....I go to check and I see the light switch is in the "off" position. Strange I thought, but somehow I knew that my friend was giving me a signal that "I'm here".
It didn't scare me or anything...
Well, yesterday around the same time I heard the floor heat turn off and on again 3 times (it makes a click noise)... it has never done that earlier, and it made me think about my friend that passed away 3 years ago...
It was not a scary story, but I wanted to share.
Talk about suicide with whomever is close to you. Talking about suicide saves lives!
It's never fun to hear someone you love say that they don't want to live any longer, but trust me when I say that experiencing that they suddendly isn't there anymore is much much harder.
3 years has passed and i'm still. heartbroken... i'm not really sure that will ever go away.