Cash is my bread and butter long term cause I can just grind 2 hours and log off if I tilt, but man the adrenaline from a final table push in an MTT is something cash just can't replicate for me no matter how deep the stacks.
I once triple barreled with complete air against a guy who folded and showed pocket kings, so for me it's still the most profitable move when you pick the right nit.
Dude I hit max bet on a live blackjack hand yesterday thinking the dealer was showing a 6 but my wifi lagged and suddenly it was an Ace staring back at me, won the hand somehow but my heart still hasn’t recovered.
I started tracking my bets by putting a note next to each one if the heart was involved, and seeing the red numbers on those was a bigger wakeup call than any blown bankroll.