Deposited $8 .... Started with $2 medium tower bets. Every second time I made it to the top I would double my bet. Ran it up to $20k 700$ bets was when I stopped... Keep in mind I was on the toilet taking a shit... So I won that $20k in twenty five minutes... I lost it all in under 4 minutes.... I live week to week... so how I delt with that was, i only lost $8 because i never withdrew the money... So it was never truly in my possession... So it wasn't mine... And I've done that so many more times now. And that way if thinking helps me deal with the fact that im a fucking degenerate gambler...
" If you always do what you always did.You'll always get what you always got" ~A wise man