to my mom,
My mother has many jobs, we live in a village where if we doesn't have a lot of skills, we can't eat. She works as a make-up artist and also as a caterer for food and cakes. Because both of my parents are busy with their jobs, my family is different from others, there is no meal together, no quality time just to chat and sometimes fight, but when I didn't pass the college entrance exam, she was the first to calm me down. When I got a lot of money and tried to enter college a year later, she always prayed for me. And finally, I was able to enter college and was far from home, I am a closed type of person, I can't tell my problems to my family, but when problems come, I always get a call from my mother asking how I am. Even when my finances were ruined because of crypto, she also knows my feelings best. She knew before I told her, until when I felt unwell in my third year of college, it was like something was telling me to come back home. And a week after I returned home, my mother suddenly fell ill and died of a heart attack. I cried and I was beside her in her last moments, I could only whisper "thank you for everything, mom".
A month after she passed away, my sister told me how my mother worried about me when I was away from home, and until now every memory is still there. I am grateful because of her I did not give up, I am grateful because of her I can live my life again, and I am grateful because I was beside her in her last moments. Love you mom