Of all the money I've lost I suddenly stop and think of all I've won..

[christy]

As I whine and pout over a crappy day gambling or get downright depressed over it all, I find myself so angry I ever got into all this to begin with as it seems, like all to consume your whole life... But as I think how things would be different, I think of the fact that I wouldn't of met some of my now closest friends.  People that I can count on if I'm in a real life jam and they help without a second thought.  People I talk to about things I don't share with anyone else.  That help me feel better about myself and lift me up when I know i don't deserve it.  And who are time and time again reminding me that there are still truly awesome people in the world.  Even when I finally do leave all this and move on to another toxic consumption... lol. These people will forever be remembered and many I will not ever lose touch with I hope.  I love you guys more than you know.... 

@Lillyflow @badger @Furlicious 

 

 

[DonPabloEscobar]

 

22 minutes ago, christy said:

As I whine and pout over a crappy day gambling or get downright depressed over it all, I find myself so angry I ever got into all this to begin with as it seems, like all to consume your whole life... But as I think how things would be different, I think of the fact that I wouldn't of met some of my now closest friends.  People that I can count on if I'm in a real life jam and they help without a second thought.  People I talk to about things I don't share with anyone else.  That help me feel better about myself and lift me up when I know i don't deserve it.  And who are time and time again reminding me that there are still truly awesome people in the world.  Even when I finally do leave all this and move on to another toxic consumption... lol. These people will forever be remembered and many I will not ever lose touch with I hope.  I love you guys more than you know.... 

@Lillyflow @badger @Furlicious 

 

 

Hey! U do know im always here for you! As long as i can I always help u know that right!! Dont be sad oe whatsoever! Everything will be fine.

[Lillyflow]

2 minutes ago, christy said:

As I whine and pout over a crappy day gambling or get downright depressed over it all, I find myself so angry I ever got into all this to begin with as it seems, like all to consume your whole life... But as I think how things would be different, I think of the fact that I wouldn't of met some of my now closest friends.  People that I can count on if I'm in a real life jam and they help without a second thought.  People I talk to about things I don't share with anyone else.  That help me feel better about myself and lift me up when I know i don't deserve it.  And who are time and time again reminding me that there are still truly awesome people in the world.  Even when I finally do leave all this and move on to another toxic consumption... lol. These people will forever be remembered and many I will not ever lose touch with I hope.  I love you guys more than you know.... 

@Lillyflow @badger @Furlicious 

 

 

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Christy you are too hard on yourself this time. You are an uplifting person.   A spiritual blessing even. I am serious.  I would not know what to do without my daily dose of Christy! You are, without a doubt, one of the most sincere people I have ever known.  I am happy to see you are trying to change the viewpoint for the sake of being positive.  I really understand- we all do! Gambling is a roller coaster!   For sure. I also have met my closest friends because of my degenerate habits!  Lol. You are one of the people I consider a soul mate. For real. A friend through the ages!  

 

About the song you chose-it has so much truth !!  

Here is my reply honey: 

 

 

 

Listen to the song first ok ?   It is about ... let yourself be free to do what ever you do. You are a great friend , a great mom and fuck yes, you know how to roll some dice. You are a saint in my book. 

Here are the lyrics

Follow Your Arrow - Kasey Musgraves. 

"If you don't go to church
You'll go to hell
If you're the first one
On the front row
You're self-righteous
Son of a-
Can't win for losing
You just disappoint 'em
Just 'cause you can't beat 'em
Don't mean you should join 'em

So make lots of noise
And kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls
If that's something you're into
When the straight and narrow
Gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, or don't
Just follow your arrow
Wherever it points, yeah
Follow your arrow
Wherever it points

Say what you feel
Love who you love
'Cause you just get
So many trips 'round the sun
Yeah, you only
Only live once

So make lots of noise
And kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls
If that's what you're into
When the straight and narrow
Gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, i would
And follow your arrow
Wherever it points, yeah
Follow your arrow
Wherever it points"

Read more: Kacey Musgraves - Follow Your Arrow Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

 

[christy]

2 minutes ago, Lillyflow said:

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Christy you are too hard on yourself this time. You are an uplifting person.   A spiritual blessing even. I am serious.  I would not know what to do without my daily dose of Christy! You are, without a doubt, one of the most sincere people I have ever known.  I am happy to see you are trying to change the viewpoint for the sake of being positive.  I really understand- we all do! Gambling is a roller coaster!   For sure. I also have met my closest friends because of my degenerate habits!  Lol. You are one of the people I consider a soul mate. For real. A friend through the ages!  

 

About the song you chose-it has so much truth !!  

Here is my reply honey: 

 

 

 

Listen to the song first ok ?   It is about ... let yourself be free to do what ever you do. You are a great friend , a great mom and fuck yes, you know how to roll some dice. You are a saint in my book. 

Here are the lyrics

Follow Your Arrow - Kasey Musgraves. 

"If you don't go to church
You'll go to hell
If you're the first one
On the front row
You're self-righteous
Son of a-
Can't win for losing
You just disappoint 'em
Just 'cause you can't beat 'em
Don't mean you should join 'em

So make lots of noise
And kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls
If that's something you're into
When the straight and narrow
Gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, or don't
Just follow your arrow
Wherever it points, yeah
Follow your arrow
Wherever it points

Say what you feel
Love who you love
'Cause you just get
So many trips 'round the sun
Yeah, you only
Only live once

So make lots of noise
And kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls
If that's what you're into
When the straight and narrow
Gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, i would
And follow your arrow
Wherever it points, yeah
Follow your arrow
Wherever it points"

Read more: Kacey Musgraves - Follow Your Arrow Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

 

@Lillyflow That brings tears to my eyes and still a simple smile on my face.  Thank you girl.  Thank you. 

[Kate]

Well never been close to you but have been like a bit of a nice friend to lilly tho.