TheRealGamblo Posted March 24, 2021 #1 Posted March 24, 2021 Hi everyone. I am TheRealGamblo on Stake, and I've been a part of this Community since end of February. I had so much fun playing on Stake, I've never had so much fun. Originals are fun, sport betting is fun, the support is fast and responsive, Eddie is awesome, and the chat makes me laugh and smile a lot even if I don't write many times into it. I've had a fantastic March in this platform, and using the website made me forget about my problems. The feeling when you win big, the adrenaline, the feeling when you lose too... gambling is fun! And I am not addicted, so I only gamble what I can afford, so, after a little bit of sadness after a loss, I'm still smiling like nothing has happened. That's why Stake did change my last weeks positively! And I thank you all! Since weeks I was feeling sick almost everyday. I started to feel dizzy, and I lost weight for no reason. I thought it was some stress, so I didn't give it much attention. I didn't talk about it to anyone else except my girlfriend. When weeks pass and you do not feel better, you start to get scared, even though you are only 29 years of age, and my lovely girlfriend started to feel worried about me too. In the meantime I was always smiling to strangers or friends, acting like I was completely OK. I don't like people to see me sad... and probably this is the reason I am writing this here instead of shouting it out in front of people I know. My last blood test revealed weird numbers, that means that something was going through my body. Fortunately I have a good doctor since ages in my family, and he analyzed my symptoms and decided that I had to take my marrow analyzed. Few minutes ago I received the news... I've got leukemia. The world has fallen under my feet, and I am in my room with my phone off, both crying and throwing punches on my bed... because in this moment you feel angry too, you think... why me? What have I done to deserve this pain in my life and in the people I love's lives? I don't know if anybody of you experienced something close to this, but it's not possible to explain the feeling... and, I don't know you guys, but when I write about something I feel better... but, as I said, I prefer to do this with you... because I can't stand to share my pain to people I love... making them sad for me... and, at the same time, I've seen in the chat how mature the Community here is to understand me, to maybe write here something to make me feel better, or maybe I just won't need anything of this... because nothing will help me to feel better. I have expensive treatments to get, and I want to give my girlfriend and family as much as possible if I won't make it... so I won't use more money gambling, even though it helped a lot. But, as I said, I know what I want to afford and what I can, so I will stop depositing, even though I reached Plat 1 and I was so happy about it. I'm not begging for help or compassion, I've never begged in my entire life. I just want to say thank you to Stake and the Community because you made me smile in what can be, maybe, one of the last months of my life. Love you all.
FlunkenR Posted March 24, 2021 #2 Posted March 24, 2021 Damn... Im sorry to hear that... Dont know what to say, other than i hope that you get through it, and i wish you The best! Spend time with your loved ones, they Will help you getting through it more than anyone! Take care
TheRealGamblo Posted March 25, 2021 Author #3 Posted March 25, 2021 9 hours ago, FlunkenR said: Damn... Im sorry to hear that... Dont know what to say, other than i hope that you get through it, and i wish you The best! Spend time with your loved ones, they Will help you getting through it more than anyone! Take care Thank you. You are the only one who replied to me, so I had to thank you personally
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