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I Lost everything twice and it feels like crap , But this bad feeling makes you better understand of the truth. Makes you find out that material things are not everything, you find out who you really are, you find out who your real friends are, you find out that believing in God really dose help, you find out there are people far worse in the world,  you find out that life, love, family, faith and truth mean more than you ever realized, you find that drinking a half of JackDaniel a day doesn't help make it better but it sure makes the bad days go by faster, I grew up a lot when I lost everything, But I never wanted to grow up.

How did you feel the moment  When you lost a lot of money?

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2 hours ago, ReachAces said:

Numb. Once you start degenning the dopeamine is gone and everything just feels blank. massive bets feel like $1 bets. Lost $50k and it was everything I had from chasing losses on stream. 

Agree.. have done it for a second time struggling with other shit.. i feel nothing, i fucking hate iiv had so many opportunities but ruin everyone.. Numb is an understatement. Same story for years on end you'll find the dark place i aside now. You start thinking things you never thought you could once think.

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I feel disappointed and sad if i lose, but i don't gamble to make more money, i gamble mostly because of entertainment. Of course it would be nice if i hit something big. But i feel like if you do this to make money, there are probably thousands of better things one should do instead. 

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The struggle is real from the gambler prospective. Initially you aim for fun, but when you are losing, you keep pumping in and there is no route of returning. Too many varieties of games and the enticing moment when you win hook you up. 
 

on negative side all the while, have to suck it up lol. 

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Volatility changed in online industry recently. Now i hit huge wins a lot more but everything else is plain deadbeat. Even if i play smooth games it just rips same ending up with me on the big games chasing again. I used to play all night with 25-50$ now it's 100 deposit a day. It went from fun playtime to eternal dead spins and big losses chase. And for people that know me a little, i spend lots of time on domnitors 18p bet and troll around but even that cost hundreds in a day regularly. So i got caught in a cycle where everything rips so much on even easy games that quickly the losses add up and it become impossible to recover whatever leading to big crazy bets that rips all. I chase a big win then finally hit it... to have it nuke the entire universe and rip back everything straight which leads me to think... what's the point? If i lose forever and chase a big win that makes me lose forever... why play? If when i go back lower stakes on smooth games i had the normal run like i used to, this entire thing wouldnt even be. I'm not mad because i lose, i'm mad because i just play for fun, playtime, all withdrawals are used to redeposit... i Just want to play but the way it works now simply doesn't allow it.

For some reasons since the new crazy games have been released all my usual smooth games started swinging like them. Only the difference is that in between the eternal rips i'll get a dozen 50-100x in a row in same session instead of a 1000x+. So at the end of the day it's the exact same. So they removed the option for me to go smooth when i want to. Everything rips me in a way that always force me into the same spiral of chases and rips. I tried to ignore the losses piling up and just enjoy but it's literally impossible when i'm down, everytime, more than the biggest win i ever had on the game. When slots go 5000 spins without a feature or anything how can that be fun. And again i say that because i try hard to move to smooth games when i feel less comfortable but that doesn't help because everything swings like madness now.

Yesterday i ran into 3 olympic world record of fails in a row on dice 4x... while watching 5000 dead spins on my games. Was fun!? I end up trying to win back and miracle, that time i won back my deposits.. just to have dice go on 40 fails in a row 4x and slots giving no feature for the entire day... all gone. For a player like me, that spend all i have aiming for entertainment, this is a total disaster. I spend to have fun not try to win big, i'd rip it anyway like i did before. It's that feeling of being powerless when i try to play smooth but the games just make sure i can't achieve my goal. I rip forever and then i hit a huge single win that last 1 minute top... then i get anxiety because i know it means i'll go back to eternal rip till next time. Frankly, all i'd like is to have fun like 10-15 years ago. I had so much playtime and fun that i never withdrew a penny in 10 years. I was spending for playtime and i had it, i was happy. 10 years no withdrawal and i never complained vs how i whine here and there all the time shows that there is really something going as im really easy going in general.

But when it comes to losing everything, ofc i did. The worst is debts. Having to repay your losses after with interests on top of the guilt and shame is a killer. I erased my debts and purposely destroyed my credit score to prevent any options of credit as i was getting lots of emails offering me easy loans for super 34-66% interests lol. Easy to get stuck in that loop. So now i play what i have and when it's over i grind pennies, do surveys but that's much better than debts. When i rip big, im mad and blow up for a minute or two then later same day life goes on as i'm not carrying a debt with me that remind me all day long that i busted.

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To the "Guest Gambler" It will be ok - don't do anything stupid. Money comes - money goes. Reach out to someone if you need help - don't do anything stupid - it will be ok. 

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46 minutes ago, Guest Coldlogic101 said:

To the "Guest Gambler" It will be ok - don't do anything stupid. Money comes - money goes. Reach out to someone if you need help - don't do anything stupid - it will be ok. 

Unless i get extremely lucky, my life is over, nothing can make up for this loss. Don't even have motivation to do anything....

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Lol last thing id do is suicide. Owners obviously love their players suffering the way all is set up there is no other way as anyone with a little empathy would slowed down on all the rig. All casinos scam up to a certain level but stake just decided to put all in one casino lol. I been playing dice 4x all week for "fun" cauz it keep triggering same impossible shit streak on dice i have 40+ fails and countless 20+ it just keep coming on and on and on. Everytime i do same thing, everytime they cheat me same way. The good thing though is now i dont want to play anymore. I don't care if i bet 1 cent i know 100% of every singlt hit i had on stake they always cheated it back in a eternal 0.

So there is no way to win, no way to have fun. It's my gambling therapy because the body hooked to adrenalin and dopamine but the brain is about to cut internet and burn computer. Showing to myself over and over that's it's really not in my head makes its work. I used to love gambling, now it's autopilot addiction that brings me back but never for long as stake set us to be rip every balance quick to make us redeposit like crackheads. Even on min bet i can lose more on stake than anywhere else on 5$ bet. Had a nice win on my fav lot earlier .. only 20$ but was nice to see. Then my brain gave me a message.. "you'll get cheated" oh so i couldnt resist but to go dice 4x hit 20 fails in arow and lose everything just to prove myself again that there is nothing to do in this shit place.

I can understand the short term benefit of such cheat.. but long term its just a disaster, it already is. I streamed for years and twitch, the real people.. everyone is rip dead.. depressed.. most have disappeared. I see through everyone the damage done. And it won't get any better guys as they will still want the money but with less money flow they'll just finish us off.

I believed that maybe after some time they would let me have a run without cheating me too rinse everything in 2 minutes... never happened. This week after what i pulled.. i stop even hoping. I went from high roll to cents bet lol... cauz it doesnt matter anymore... The bubble is busted. The dream is gone. Now all i do is gather the stats and run the cheat on and on and on. They'll get the point one day.. or not :D i don't care. I am not lifting a finger ever again to earn money for any casinos. They proved to me they are not worth a penny. No matter what or where i play... the ceiling is there.. i hit it and then the shit is fucked till i lost all.

Start tracking you're +/- set yourself some lil graph long term. You'll see what im talking about. At first i tought bad luck.. can happen. Then after multiple cycle.. hmm maybe if i try something else? But no after trying absolutely everything there is no chance this thing is any legit. You can win sure.. if they decide so but dont be fooled there is no such things as "profits" it's just a loan with massive interests.

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I've never been lost myself as to lose everything, and I wouldn't want anyone to get into this situation. I saw a streamer in this situation recently, and actually it was not a good picture.

So the day I get into this situation will be the day I cut off my relationship with gambling and never come back.

We live to gain experience in life, no matter it's good or bad, and unfortunately, this is one of them. 😔

 

LOVE YOURSELF

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That's literally depressing but you also accept the fact what's the reason behind such situations. 

We are responsible to every actions we take.  We should also consider the consequences it may happen if we pursue such action.  Will it turns bad or good? If ever it fails , what would be the plan B? 

Money is just a material thing but everyone needs to survive. You can't just pity yourself if you lose everything.  As long as you are breathing and physically fit .. you can find ways or job to earn some to start with again .

Sometimes we need to be on that point in life to realise the value of everything. 

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On 8/9/2022 at 5:03 AM, ubbey04 said:

That's literally depressing but you also accept the fact what's the reason behind such situations. 

We are responsible to every actions we take.  We should also consider the consequences it may happen if we pursue such action.  Will it turns bad or good? If ever it fails , what would be the plan B? 

Money is just a material thing but everyone needs to survive. You can't just pity yourself if you lose everything.  As long as you are breathing and physically fit .. you can find ways or job to earn some to start with again .

Sometimes we need to be on that point in life to realise the value of everything. 

Hi @ubbey04,

Off topic, but can I ask why you indicated 'payday' on my Eddie Stream post last week? Thanks

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I've experienced it and until now I don't know what to do. All my money and assets have run out to play online slots, and I have become unemployed and always think about ending my life, is there still a chance? no one seems to be able to help me.

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